There is a reason why i haven't been uploading for this long, it because it feels like my inspiration is constantly drained away, everytime i have a good idea for music and i try to put it in music notes, i fuck it up. i have the feeling that i do not improve, but that is my opinion, and it is also my reason to work harder and try to improve even more. This is because i DO imrpove, but i do not notice it. There is a reason why i haven't been uploading for this long, and now you know it. This still does not mean that i stopped making songs, over my dead body that i will, there will allways be a time that i just want to go back into my program, and look into my files. everytime i look into my old files, move closer to my recent ones, i see the improvements that i made, and that's one of the reasons that i will not stop making music. "If people would be great with everything, there is nothing to improve anymore", this is what i have in my mind right now. since i'm a "not so awesome" music producer, i will have room for improvements, and i will use that space my brain has made for me.
Right now i'm working on a song, which is better than all of the songs i have made untill now. I also have made a new account here quite a long time ago, on this account i will post that new song when its done, and i will start to grow further from there, i will put this account to a rest, to let it be a place where my song can still be listened and maybe i will put a LOT of concepts here, all of which are unfnished, you will not see them immediately after i have post this message, but it could show up in the next 3-5 months, so this is a goodbye from BK, and a hello from my new account. "new" old songs will show up in at least 6 months, so stay tuned? you most likely will if you have a lot of patience
PS. i'm not going to correct this post for any grammar mistakes i have made here, just sayin', the post is way too long for that
EDIT: I have started uploading my concepts, whether you like them or not, they are CONCEPTS. for some of the concepts it is unfortunate that I couldn't make a song out of it.
-BK
Cyberdevil
Just keep at it! When inspiration runs dry you just need to keep going, freewriting, brainstorming, whatever... it'll return eventually. What's needed is just food to fuel creativity: inspiring things, events, people. At least that's how it works for me.
Aqua8B (Updated )
Thanks, but I'm still moving to my newer account
all my unfinished projects (concepts for me) will still be posted here, and with that i mean everything that is a beginning of a song, but i did not finish, and i never will.